I feel like I've been carrying these buckets of water for a long time, testing their weight, feeling the yoke harnessed at my shoulders, the ropes testing their teeth against my shoulder blades...
I'm here, in body and spirit, although it felt like there was some disassociation for quite some time as I sought balance in a universe that had seemingly come unhinged. Had a job taken from me and yet a new life given to me, found grief and let it leave to make room for joy and opportunity.
Nothing seems to be without reason or purpose and often the universe seems to already have solutions, answers...it is just up to us to figure out when we are truly ready to embrace the gifts out there.
I'd like to pick back up here. I've tried to plunge my head into the icy faucet and come back up clearer...I'm pursuing leads, tackling fears, leaning hard into uncertainty with my jaw set strongly. My family...amazing, a new miracle everyday and I am there along for the ride and when that barn really burned to the earth and left only ash the sky was much a better view than I ever imagined it could be.
This post is for you, for all of us, for everyone who is on their path and for everyone who will take a step towards their path. The imprints, your imprints, are already there for your feet to find...and when you do, the fit is perfect.
See you real soon.
Zen Daddy
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