Monday, January 11, 2010

a non-Zen Monday

The lesson is count your blessings.

I did not today. Missed the Zen--tried for it, looked for it, breahted for it but it was beyind me as I was clouded and a bit lost, careening like a pinball from one tilt to the next--but no points scored in my favor. I was all crash and no heal or recovery, just wasted energy today.

I could made it so much better. How'd you do today?

I am now paying the consequences--feeling sorry for myself, saying dumb things to myself, beating myself up over all the work I did and didn't do today.

Count them greedily and delight in them--none is too small in this world.
Tomm is Tuesday--gonna open up the day differently....we'l see what happens.
Zen Daddy

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